AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
WOOOO

HAHAHA; here's a lame conversation

{♥}Loveronica } 我是囧尼尼 says:
Sorry I was away, too happy shouting
X says:
Hahahaha LOL!
{♥}Loveronica } 我是囧尼尼 says:
and runninng around the house
X says:
I can imagine LOL!
{♥}Loveronica } 我是囧尼尼 says:
HAHHAA
WTF
LOCATION
- {♥}Loveronica } 我是囧尼尼 says:
LIM AH PIN ROAD POST OFFICE
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!
X says:
Lol yeah hahaha i mailed frm there what
HAHA
{♥}Loveronica } 我是囧尼尼 says:
WHAT KIND OF ULU PLACE DID YOU GO
X says:
Hahaha
Its just outside my hse lor!
Lol
X says:
Hahaha
Glad to make you happy hahaha
{♥}Loveronica } 我是囧尼尼 says:
HEHEHHEHEHHEHEEE
wah i will hurry go buy all your supre+++ stuff alr
X says:
KIK,
LOL*
- {♥}Loveronica } 我是囧尼尼 says:
today late night


I'm so easily amused I swear, it's like this natural reaction build in me.
Love you Rylie! I think I can get it within a week! Yay! 2 thumbs up. I'm happy.
Can't wait.

Have another one somewhere at the other side of the World, but I don't know where it is! I was equally happy but I don't know where the parcel went! Did it get back to you again?

Shiny white teeth with a smile

Playful tricks

I'm going down that badluck road, I can't get any worst than this, everything's so wrong right now. In such bad-luck-days, and horoscope reveals that after May, it gets worst. OK. I.DON'T.WANT.TO.BELIEVE.IN.HOROSCOPE! Only the daily reads are just acceptable. Not the overall yearly ones.

It's just so weird & so wrong to sound like a real story. I remembered transferring both my speech microsoft words & my presentation into my usb. Ready to print it off at school. I couldn't find my presentation at all, no where to be found. Called mom, she brought my laptop over after school, I ran to the car, sat in the comforters, glancing away my documents, I DON'T SEE MY POWERPOINT AT ALL! I was in such a state where I don't know whether to break down or panic, but nothing helps. I don't wish to delay it any longer & an excuse would just make everything look bad(as if I didn't do my work). In the end, I ran so fast out of the car, went back into the specific computer room assigned, wanted to print my old copy of presentation, first computer failed to do it, I changed a com. Lagged a lil, and OMGWTFBBQ my good copy after editing presentation appeared!

Trembling in words, my speech went way over the time expected. I KNEW I WAS SO DEAD OMG! It's not that great going over time :(





GC under my feet last Saturday, breathtaking night view.



Now my sky here looks like this
Even earlier before, the sky felt so so so far away from me, from the Earth. Felt like it could go a million miles before I touch a cloud.

Thursdaynight.

I can't wait, I think Rylie Huang Xiao Xuan is mailing out my parcel, can't wait eh eh eh!! Love you :D

With you or without you

1.5K

Across the purple sky with red strokes..


I'm so dead, I have to edit my powerpoint, sigh, I'm in no mood.. my tragus piercing hurts :(

Take me there

I take it as another dream

Maybe I still care about how you are, maybe I've been moving on with my own life, maybe you don't want to see me, maybe I don't want to talk to you, maybe you don't wish to elaborate any further, maybe you still care, but not a maybe, I miss you. Can I see you smile once more?




There's this person that is so annoying, I get phone calls & I get frustrated. Really on my nerves.

You left me a souvenir that hurts

Rainy Days

I haven't had straight hair for so long, today's a day.


It's raining, and the wind is so strong it looks like the earth is tilting to the left. Hahaha.
There's pink lightning, I'm not kidding! P.I.N.K!

Anyway, I gotta do my speech again. It sucks to be me, I think I left such bad impression, I totally look like a me-dont-know-english-look. Was asked to sit at the front of the class to learn better. Hate to be treated this way.

I got a super comfy fluffy furry creamy white (nuff of description) blanket which I am going to use it as a bed sheet. Tossing & turning around.

I burnt my thumb with the hottest glue gun. It formed a blister right away & it's so humongous. It hurts so badly for the next 2 hours. I went to the office & to the sickbay for the cream and it burnt! I thought gels/cream for burns were cooling :( (They should be!!)


Oh, we, including, Queenie, Takuya, Abby, Daniel & (WTF) ALVIN LAI. Which i thought I'd be seeing him after 2 years but no! He appeared last night for dinner @ JFX BBQ! He's supposed to be in army, in Singapore, we had our last meal for 2 years when I was in SG at Newton circus. It was sooo fake when he told me on msn "let's go to dinner at JFX tonight" & yada yada, he said he was on the coast, and then he said East Coast. Which obviously by right SHOULD BE ECP right! Then he was confusing me, & whatever, thought he was lying. Cause he just went to hit the gym with my bro a few weeks ago.
Tak called to go out for dinner & then Alvin was on the phone!! Geee, so he's gonna go back in June, & he's going to serve the army in June.. SHOCKING EH.

I would compare

Hates stress

Real entertaining fun trips everywhere these 2 days. Haven't been home that late since, i don't even remember when. Everywhere around with best buddies & friends. Not just singing K, playing pool, hitting the coin machines @ timezone, watching PK car racings, Infinity, having dinner, random kangaroos hoping along the road side, best night view or just whatever, I enjoyed myself.

Drove up to somewhere @ Nerang up the mountain with awesome night view, haven't seen anything like that, the whole GoldCoast was under me. The lights were breathtaking. Stars that shine, but I was freezing like in a northpole. 160km/h home, crazy thing, it felt so slow. I hate the feeling of getting stress, misunderstandings, awkward. I felt really bad but I don't know what else I can do because it's not me. I treat everyone the same way, everyone's equal. They'll hear me laugh, joke, cry, but equally nice. Misunderstandings sucks.

I was once deepyly hurt & I am scared

Fridayday

Pictures from everywhere





Still deciding here & there, whereee to hit tonight. Basketball @ Allsaint's, Pool @ Reddevil's, Timezone @ Surfers...

Okay anyway, I have this problem with me that I'm getting dumber each day. I mean, DUMBER & DUMBER. My results are so not expected. Even if I studied so hard & long hours on BOM, I hit a C. It's a pass. Which majority of the class failed, but I didn't expect that. I realised that if I have faith in a particular exam, I don't get satisfying results. Just like how I can't tell the weather everyday, it's so cold again today & I didn't have my jumper with me at school. Rain the season away.

I'm going to have ikea meatballs now. Can't wait to tilt the jar of that Sylt Lingon sauce all over & the GRADDSAS(?) sauce, okay whatever! Names so hard to read.. I'm going to eat now, that's all.

OFF

I'd help

Today the 11th

To Edy: 都你害的啦 干嘛让我想起勒！可恶！ 害惨我了 心情不好， 你想怎样:(
明天便当要分我一半哦。。
不要牌谢啦有讲到你

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Weather is playing tricks on us. There was Cyclone over at Sydney & it was really really windy yesterday & today.. It's cold & it's raining.. the sudden heat waves gone, cold wind attack.

I'm happy I talked to you, but some words don't sound right anymore, sounded care-less and all I understand from everything is that you want me to give up. Not to forget you but to be happy in a way, you'll be happy too. It sounded all really really serious yesterday, there was no joke at all. I don't like that, you know I can be serious at times, but I rather choose not to be stressed serious but to take everything across with a smile, a positive angle. I know your personality well. So well I can't see through you at times, I don't know what you're thinking it gets me confused.

All I'm going to focus on now is study. I'm getting bad grades in Eng, my grammar has fallen somewhere far behind. Maybe I shouldn't blog anymore, makes me type freely which I don't tend to always look back at all the mistakes. I know I won't stop blogging for a reason. A very valid reason I have in my way.

I'm not looking forward to tmr at all.
*SNAP, I don't think it's gonna be a good week.

I'm going to continue watching youtube 娱乐百分百, it makes me happy.

Monday dinner..

& then I found Abby staring at something....
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Me: ?
Abby: -??- we have red wine?
Me: Huh? Why?
Abby: isn't this the bottle opener? But it kinda doesn't look like one...
Me: HAHAHAHA!!! It's for crab/lobster.. crack the hard shells abby.. so cute la you

Me: you wouldn't take this as lemontea right!
Abby: HAHHAHAA, I know what this is for :D
Me: Haha good.
Abby: to take away the smell right?
Me: ? Mhmm...?? wash your fingers right.
Abby: !!._. I use to put my crab's shell in it..

Abby gobbled the eyeballs & gills.. Apparently the best, but I don't know how look at it at a un-gross way.

I have shitloads of photos, just uploading them from the iphone.



It's my weakest point every month today.

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
一個人好累

SHIT

I feel like shit right now, I can kill someone. I am going berserk. Feeling so so so so so deeply hurt & very very very bad. Stuffing chocolates continuously, I'm so hungry I can barely wait to go out for dinner. SO DEPRESSED. LIKE @!*#&#@*^%#@%^#@$#

I TOOK FOREVER AND TRYING SO EXTREMELY FKING HARD TO DO EVERYTHING. I HATE IT. STOP PICKING ON ME. my whole collar is so wet I've been tearing so badly since I stepped into the house.

WILL YOU?

Thinking

Free Dress Day @ School





From yesterday's

Today; just simple plans like these makes a fun & enjoyable day. I love the sounds of laughter. I got my contact's solutions & yay! :)

Oh & btw, call me pool pro.(me&Abby) Haha, we beat the guys! I never get sick of greentea/milktea or black tea.. just always in the right mood.

My weekend I have been waiting for so long, is over. & starts another week of school.

I have not done my presentation... I was good to present but my good copy was taken as another draft :( OH, AND ON FRIDAY! CHRIS WAS SOOO SICK OMG, He's presentation was like the bomb!! He practically memorized everysingle word & he's powerpoint was like !!!!!!!OMG!!!!-gasp. He pulled up the expectation of the class ALOT & I think my results would suck! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

You don't do it anymore

Give me a ride

Clear blue pretty sky with smacks of clouds, Eyes so brown today.
With morning calls & then breakfast ready to go after brushing my teeth, I was the first to get out of bed today! In PJS, picked up Q from downstairs & then she watched me & Abby dress up. The girls thing.

The every routine around town as always. Lunch at ramen house. Met everyone, we played games & then arcade,
candies to coins, car racing to DDR.







Karaoke in the evening, I forgot my student ID as usual, E got me bus tickets while I used hers. A cup of relish green tea before heading home.
Starving like one children, Thai noodles prepared in a big white bowl for me. Cleared everything up. Spicy.

Maybe you were right, it's very dangerous going home late. I kept our promise. I never walk home alone. Rest assured that.

I take a few steps

Everything

Every Friday, I am just very used to going out every Fri.. it's been something continuously going on for a long time.. tonight's no exceptional.. Went for a lil trip down & shopped around a few places. Got our hands on the most beautiful thing in sucha great deal! Slacked @ Easyway which today's event was magic poker cards. I'm known as aboriginal! So mean right, but it's okay, it's hilarious. I'm funny. HA. HA.

Didn't go home till 12+... was slacking until they closed the shop & brewing teas & milk teas, clear the rubbish, refill the flavour syrups, check register, count cash, sweep & mop the floor & then close the shop. Got dropped home together with Abby.

I'm very sleepy I'm gonna hit the sacks now.

P.S/ I dyed my brows and it didn't really turn out my brown!! :(

Everytime they ask, I avoid

Happy go crazy

Yay! Did a swap with Sohee for lunch, from my seafood friedrice to kimbab :D

School's really really tiring. Not exactly any subjects or anything but I'm just tired from everything I haven't had proper sleeps. I knocked out infront on the laptop yesterday while watching youtube. & then I crawled myself to bed cause I found myself lying on the bed when I woke up after an hour(cause dinner was ready).

After school @ 2:45pm. Waited outside the library & was prepared to take out my headphones, blast myself with music and then sleep in the library. But somehow I called mom.
Me: Abby, haha maybe my mom is waiting outside..
Abby: HAHA! IMPOSSIBLE!!
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Me: Hello?
Mom: Yes?
Me: You're coming at 4:30 right?
Mom: AH! THURSDAY!! Why didn't you remind me, I'm outside, do you want to go home first?
Me: AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKOK I come out now. Go pac fair? HEHE
Mom: Pac fair ah? Okok. We'll come pick Abby up later at 4:30.

I RAN OUT I SWEAR, WITH A BIG GRIN ON MY FACE. LIKE, HELLO SHOPPING.
Not exactly but I was so worn out and bored preparing to take a nap in the library, tried my luck & found out I don't have to do this to myself. The joy was like (*@#^*#&%#@^&%#@ happy.

So the first thing I did was to check out all the shops I normally shop at. Clothes now are soo eew. BUT! SHOES NOW ARE SO OMGZZZ. Amazing heels everywhere.. Myer had alot of good ones!! I can't wait for my formal... that's another year & a bit more.
Killer heels everywhere.


Even the little-lestttt things remind me of you. Was it really that deeply memorised? Our last movie together. It might not be the last, but it's the last for now. And Toys'r'us, the slacker part. Maybe I should stop this. I shouldn't be like this. You just mean alot to me. That's all I can say.


Alright anyway! I find myself getting better at consoling other people now. Which I think it's a great thing happening. I use to add so much salt & pepper on everything that's a burden to someone. & I don't make good decisions. You know that.


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