Today the 11th

To Edy: 都你害的啦 干嘛让我想起勒！可恶！ 害惨我了 心情不好， 你想怎样:(
明天便当要分我一半哦。。
不要牌谢啦有讲到你

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Weather is playing tricks on us. There was Cyclone over at Sydney & it was really really windy yesterday & today.. It's cold & it's raining.. the sudden heat waves gone, cold wind attack.

I'm happy I talked to you, but some words don't sound right anymore, sounded care-less and all I understand from everything is that you want me to give up. Not to forget you but to be happy in a way, you'll be happy too. It sounded all really really serious yesterday, there was no joke at all. I don't like that, you know I can be serious at times, but I rather choose not to be stressed serious but to take everything across with a smile, a positive angle. I know your personality well. So well I can't see through you at times, I don't know what you're thinking it gets me confused.

All I'm going to focus on now is study. I'm getting bad grades in Eng, my grammar has fallen somewhere far behind. Maybe I shouldn't blog anymore, makes me type freely which I don't tend to always look back at all the mistakes. I know I won't stop blogging for a reason. A very valid reason I have in my way.

I'm not looking forward to tmr at all.
*SNAP, I don't think it's gonna be a good week.

I'm going to continue watching youtube 娱乐百分百, it makes me happy.

Monday dinner..

& then I found Abby staring at something....
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Me: ?
Abby: -??- we have red wine?
Me: Huh? Why?
Abby: isn't this the bottle opener? But it kinda doesn't look like one...
Me: HAHAHAHA!!! It's for crab/lobster.. crack the hard shells abby.. so cute la you

Me: you wouldn't take this as lemontea right!
Abby: HAHHAHAA, I know what this is for :D
Me: Haha good.
Abby: to take away the smell right?
Me: ? Mhmm...?? wash your fingers right.
Abby: !!._. I use to put my crab's shell in it..

Abby gobbled the eyeballs & gills.. Apparently the best, but I don't know how look at it at a un-gross way.

I have shitloads of photos, just uploading them from the iphone.



It's my weakest point every month today.

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
一個人好累

SHIT

I feel like shit right now, I can kill someone. I am going berserk. Feeling so so so so so deeply hurt & very very very bad. Stuffing chocolates continuously, I'm so hungry I can barely wait to go out for dinner. SO DEPRESSED. LIKE @!*#&#@*^%#@%^#@$#

I TOOK FOREVER AND TRYING SO EXTREMELY FKING HARD TO DO EVERYTHING. I HATE IT. STOP PICKING ON ME. my whole collar is so wet I've been tearing so badly since I stepped into the house.

WILL YOU?

Thinking

Free Dress Day @ School





From yesterday's

Today; just simple plans like these makes a fun & enjoyable day. I love the sounds of laughter. I got my contact's solutions & yay! :)

Oh & btw, call me pool pro.(me&Abby) Haha, we beat the guys! I never get sick of greentea/milktea or black tea.. just always in the right mood.

My weekend I have been waiting for so long, is over. & starts another week of school.

I have not done my presentation... I was good to present but my good copy was taken as another draft :( OH, AND ON FRIDAY! CHRIS WAS SOOO SICK OMG, He's presentation was like the bomb!! He practically memorized everysingle word & he's powerpoint was like !!!!!!!OMG!!!!-gasp. He pulled up the expectation of the class ALOT & I think my results would suck! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

You don't do it anymore

Give me a ride

Clear blue pretty sky with smacks of clouds, Eyes so brown today.
With morning calls & then breakfast ready to go after brushing my teeth, I was the first to get out of bed today! In PJS, picked up Q from downstairs & then she watched me & Abby dress up. The girls thing.

The every routine around town as always. Lunch at ramen house. Met everyone, we played games & then arcade,
candies to coins, car racing to DDR.







Karaoke in the evening, I forgot my student ID as usual, E got me bus tickets while I used hers. A cup of relish green tea before heading home.
Starving like one children, Thai noodles prepared in a big white bowl for me. Cleared everything up. Spicy.

Maybe you were right, it's very dangerous going home late. I kept our promise. I never walk home alone. Rest assured that.

I take a few steps

Everything

Every Friday, I am just very used to going out every Fri.. it's been something continuously going on for a long time.. tonight's no exceptional.. Went for a lil trip down & shopped around a few places. Got our hands on the most beautiful thing in sucha great deal! Slacked @ Easyway which today's event was magic poker cards. I'm known as aboriginal! So mean right, but it's okay, it's hilarious. I'm funny. HA. HA.

Didn't go home till 12+... was slacking until they closed the shop & brewing teas & milk teas, clear the rubbish, refill the flavour syrups, check register, count cash, sweep & mop the floor & then close the shop. Got dropped home together with Abby.

I'm very sleepy I'm gonna hit the sacks now.

P.S/ I dyed my brows and it didn't really turn out my brown!! :(

Everytime they ask, I avoid

Happy go crazy

Yay! Did a swap with Sohee for lunch, from my seafood friedrice to kimbab :D

School's really really tiring. Not exactly any subjects or anything but I'm just tired from everything I haven't had proper sleeps. I knocked out infront on the laptop yesterday while watching youtube. & then I crawled myself to bed cause I found myself lying on the bed when I woke up after an hour(cause dinner was ready).

After school @ 2:45pm. Waited outside the library & was prepared to take out my headphones, blast myself with music and then sleep in the library. But somehow I called mom.
Me: Abby, haha maybe my mom is waiting outside..
Abby: HAHA! IMPOSSIBLE!!
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Me: Hello?
Mom: Yes?
Me: You're coming at 4:30 right?
Mom: AH! THURSDAY!! Why didn't you remind me, I'm outside, do you want to go home first?
Me: AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKOK I come out now. Go pac fair? HEHE
Mom: Pac fair ah? Okok. We'll come pick Abby up later at 4:30.

I RAN OUT I SWEAR, WITH A BIG GRIN ON MY FACE. LIKE, HELLO SHOPPING.
Not exactly but I was so worn out and bored preparing to take a nap in the library, tried my luck & found out I don't have to do this to myself. The joy was like (*@#^*#&%#@^&%#@ happy.

So the first thing I did was to check out all the shops I normally shop at. Clothes now are soo eew. BUT! SHOES NOW ARE SO OMGZZZ. Amazing heels everywhere.. Myer had alot of good ones!! I can't wait for my formal... that's another year & a bit more.
Killer heels everywhere.


Even the little-lestttt things remind me of you. Was it really that deeply memorised? Our last movie together. It might not be the last, but it's the last for now. And Toys'r'us, the slacker part. Maybe I should stop this. I shouldn't be like this. You just mean alot to me. That's all I can say.


Alright anyway! I find myself getting better at consoling other people now. Which I think it's a great thing happening. I use to add so much salt & pepper on everything that's a burden to someone. & I don't make good decisions. You know that.


看你走上了天橋 我走下了地下道

Hey you

I don't want to hear

Speech comes first, shopping comes second currently. So the presentation is tmr & I'm now munching on red rock deli honey soy chicken chips non stop I think I can only stop when I finish the whole bag. & editing my powerpoint then comes to my conclusion in my exact speech.

It's been really hot these few days I'm so mad :( Gets me frustrated I don't like heat! I BITE YOU AH!

So my super nice breastfriend Rylie is going to go shopping for me. HEHE. I LAVA YOU. I get your stuffs when I am all done with assignment K:D Which is never, but after my presentation I go late night shopping, just nice on Thursday :) But I gotta wait for Abby till 4:30, her ESL lesson.


It's not that I want to hide, but I miss you & be asure that I won't fake a sympathy just to get concerns from you. Well asure that. Blame it on me that I still love you. I'm just afraid being alone, & I can't find a way to say this, the most important part is like when someone who means alot to you take you for granted. That hurts.


雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

没有你我也会。。
因为你看不懂

Goodness gracious

Some are just too lucky to understand how they are & what kind of social environment they have. I WOULD NEVER EVER RESPOND THAT WAY IF EVER MY BOYFRIEND TALKS TO ME LIKE THAT.

K, scratch that. I'm just kinda annoyed on how some girls can't put themselves into other's shoes. It's crazy how it is. CRAZY HOW SOME BOYFRIENDS are crazily nice & it melts.

Yes, okay w/e I stay out.

So howwwwwww's lifeeee. Mine has been pretty sucky, cause I just found out that I don't really get much privilege from working, only 2/3 hours a day at peak hours & then I get sent home. Wait till I find a better one, hur!

Free Dress Day
ALSO MY BOM EXAM WHICH I THINK I DID PRETTY ALRIGHT!! I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO DIE IN Qs I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ON. I GIVE MYSELF....B maybe?







French cusine again in an hour, baked oysters!!!

I love my new ice pallete if that's what it's called, but it gives my heart shaped ice & long ice cubes it's so pretty :)

My next task that I keep forgetting is to !! MEH, not telling you.

EDITED

ENTREE first
My fav fav fav baked oysters

I don't know what this is called but this creamy rice thing is so good I had them with mussels.

DESSERTS

Buldino al choccolato x2

Fragole can vaniglla x2

Gelato

ZEN fried rice takeaways for $5x for 2 friedrice! Lunchbox for tmr.

A lil bit more?

Similarities

I'm off to work again, can you see the similarities in all these photos?

I.AM.SICK.OF.WEARING.BLACK.
NOTE: ALL BLACK. GRRRRRR

Okay whatever. Can't wait to get my payyyy alreadyyyy, another week..

K bai!

Tell me

I'd lie

I thought my assignment was good to go.
Came home after work, checked my emails, and got a reply on my good copy second draft. And I have been working on my assignment till now :( Time check : 1:13am. I think I'm dying. I can't think. Too much sugar. Too much green tea milk tea & jellies.
I'm almost there, lets say, 10% more to go.
& now I think my presentation sucks :(
NOOONOO, good work must pay off, so much effort, really.

Insomnia

Again

I'm off to work again, byebye!

I'm sooooooooo relieved my assignment is done done done! YAY. GO SPEECH. GO PRESENTATION, ready all checked :)

HOTTTTTT DAYYYY

I can't find a reason